Tuesday, May 27, 2014
Ready Set Go... or not
What a weekend. I have been having so many emotions and feelings lately. I know that I am NOT where I want to be or need to be in life but I am working on that. This weekend I realized how disapointing I have been to my mom. I hate that realization. She was so proud of me at one time. Then slowly I started to slip backwards. The worst part is she blames my boyfriend and that is not fair. I stopped going to church. I stopped doing what I was supposed to do money wise. I started going crazy a little bit. I had a mini break down. But because some of these things started when she met him she blames him.... Yes that makes for a super depressing weekend. I am on my way to getting back on track though. I am getting my own apartment for me and my girls. I am getting caught up as quickly as I can on my bills. I am starting church again. This online bible study is going to be a big help I think. Let's see how it goes!